Ball Gag Bitch

She is the voice within that I buried deep. I tried my entire life to suppress her, stuff her down, shut her up so she could not surface.  Keeping her voice quiet was never easy.  She was ruthless, some may say she was dark, she told me who I wanted to be but screamed I would never be enough if I didn’t let her exist.  So much as so that I would feel her in the depths of my soul clawing to surface.  She was my fears the polar opposite of who I presented to the world. She was a playful, fun, she was a slut, she was wild to the point of un-tamable, her appetite insatiable, yet she was smart, she was part of me.  I wrestled, battled to take away her voice then one day a strange thing happened.  I just gave up, I crumbled, I got tired and I said to her softly, “Ok Bitch, you’ve wanted out, lets see what you’ve got”….and so here she is writing this blog today…

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